Complete original post · January 20, 2022
Self-Reflection
Looking back at when you still had hopes and dreams and straight teeth and perfect skin.
It’s heartbreaking to look back at old photos and realize I was the best looking person in most of them. I could have had such a good time if I wasn’t so deep in my own head. If only somebody could have taught me how to be comfortable around others.
What will my self in 5 years think of the way I am now? The things I leave behind… I hope I never lose these notes. This dialogue I have with myself is the most valuable one I have. Sad but true.
Growing up is realizing that you are, for the most part, alone. Even if people like you or want you, you are completely alone.
