Warning

 I don’t do happily ever after. I don’t want to text every day unless I have something to say. And not just not with you, with anyone. I want to look forward to seeing you, and that means not talking all the time. 

I don’t talk to anyone all the time. not my parents, my sisters, my friends, no one. My attention mostly goes to myself. it’s a selfish way to live but it works. i am relatively happy right now. 

If you want a boyfriend and a consistent lover and a happily ever after, me-and-you-against-the-world situation, that’s not me. I’m sorry to be so blunt about this but I don’t want to mislead you. 

I love you but I don’t  love the way most people seem to. It’s not so precious to me. There’s no special version of it only reserved for one other person. My love is indiscriminate.