mission complete

now i am no longer stumbling over words and filtering myself and feeling anxiety, because we are alone together in a room where no one else exists.

the room is my tight little studio apartment.

weeks or months of tension have lead to this moment. i’ve made a series of big bets this weekend that have now finally paid off. it’s 4 AM and it’s been a long day but I am wide awake and so are you. 

“i’m so tired of pretending I don’t want to just grab you…”