Faking It Until I Make It

i was told i appear confident. this is my greatest trick. in fact i am an encyclopedia of insecurities. 

intelligence, money, car, apartment, height, job, family, face, race, clothes, friends, sex, taste, hobbies, my ability to win games of super smash bros ultimate for the nintendo switch, it all haunts me on a daily basis. if anybody knew me like i know myself, they could blow me down like a house of cards