Clone Boyfriend

I want to be a good boyfriend. But it takes so much time. You can’t optimize it for efficiency. You just have to be there with her. Hour after empty hour, laying together in silence, healing her with your affection and love. 

I don’t hate it. But it’s like eating candy. I know that if this is all I do then I will degenerate into nothing. 

But you hate to make her feel like she’s a waste of your time. And she’s not. But you know you could be doing more. 

What I need is a clone of myself who can be a real good boyfriend and reap the mental benefits of physical connection while the part of me with a brain works to make something significant of my (our) life. 

Is that so wrong to want.